Sunday, May 13, 2007
- 2:58 PM
"C'EST LA VIE
When I try to remember my past
Late Saturday Night, May 12nd 2007
When I try to remember my pastMy memories.I look back when i'm sitting here right now, try to remember, whatever,memories that i've been done before.I did these.
I was sitting there with my joys and so my emptiness.Waiting for someone, to take me home.I saw him, first, i felt nothing inside.But then I suddenly got my regret feeling, just already!Oh, I don't wanna remember this part, I just feel nothing's gonna be alryt.Then I was standing in 4th floor, in front of my lovely class, and looking behind.I saw him, there, was playing with his fellas and I was freaking out.My friend reached me up, said, "hey, why don't cha try this one?"I just laughed off.Wondering how to make him to be mine.I never give up, but yes I did never try.It's unclear about what were i did, and i don't know why i felt certainly comfort.
Also I remember this part.I was singing and kicking out all my girls outta there.Laughing together and making some jokes to break up the rules.A different words, a different life, and so a different philosophy.We were so jerk and i did believe that we are rocks!And also we were fought about little things,which are don't matter for me right now.Then I realize, a fun journey between my black and my white.I love this part, I FUCKING LOVE THIS PART.What could i do? Regret-some won't ease the feeling of lonely,because i"m still having them for after!
Yes, I grew up fast and day by day was thru with -maybe- nothing's feels rytBut right now i just want to back to those memories again.I started to look for my identified, with endless sacrificeA broken heartThe days are nightmare, but i know i'm too hyperbola.I just learned my lesson, how to kick those fucking wounds.I learned to rocking out my world.Then I found how to fix these all.Hahaha, i learned my music and making them to be my pride.I'm proud, absolutely!I was didn't care about everything and everybody who try to stop me.I found these all, I was found all mine.
So thank God I ever felt about these things before.Blending in my stories and i just can sigh with these all.
