Saturday, November 08, 2008
- 5:39 PM
"C'EST LA VIE
howdy
it's only 5:42 in the afternoon.
a moment ago i just woke up, i felt hungry then, but i try to coped it with turn on this lovely pc.
i saw my blog, oh its too shabby, its old and i realize its never filled out.
holy cow, i need a new skin.
i'm gonna make it for myself like i ever made it, like when i was so busy.
anyway, have you ever felt so dejected caused of something that you hestitant of what you see is between real or not?
i mean, its like something that you want to reach, or youve been wanting to reach, or something that you had reached before you know you had reached it.
there's a girl outta there, listens to the music in every gloomy night.
she worries about her life. she wants to catch her dreams, that she has been dreaming off during this 3 years. a couple of years ago she found something that changes her life. she found a lot of something that she never felt before. she has a problem, life problem, hard life problem, hard life hard problem. she is in a feeling of hesitate right now. she doesnt know why. she's so hesitate what she want to pick? her dreams or her "new found problem"? its so hard to catch her dreams again because that girl is about to give up, she thinks this is the end of her life. her problem is too hard, to hard to be faced. i dont know, i just wanna help her, but how?
i'm just asking to you all, have you ever felt it? what will you pick between of your dreams in future or your present life? i'm sure you will pick the first one. but how? how would you face your future if you couldnt face your present life? you might be sick, or depressed, too obsessed of what youve been wanting to reach but you never realized that today and past were helping you to motivate you to reach your dreams. you learn from them. remember that.
and your present, uh, its today, its right now, this SECOND!
it will be your history as time passes by, so you have to face it carefuly. you will fall someday if you didnt face it successfully.
still asking, which one do you refer to?
your dreams or your present life?
obsessed or let it flow?
ah that girl, she cries again.
help her, please?
