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Sunday, April 20, 2008 - 7:32 AM
"C'EST LA VIE

error?


why this blogger is error?
idk y,maybe since i posting via cellfone.
help me,idk how to express all these feelings.





Friday, April 18, 2008 - 3:07 PM
"C'EST LA VIE

Momma Daddeh


Bleh!
Theres no reason,fag!
Dont blame!
Dont do anything to me!
Momma Daddeh
Please stop asking y!
Please stop!
Im pissing off rite now!
Dont let me down!
Dont let me get me!

Bleh.

God. Please help your little creature.
Here, in this prison.
I need a miracle, i believe in your miracle, God.
I dont wanna show my weary face, God.
Please help me.
I pray to ya tht everything is gonna be alrite.
Save me.
Wake me up inside.

Momma Daddeh
please forgive me.





Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - 5:40 AM
"C'EST LA VIE

And I


I cannot speak
I lost my voice
I'm speechles
I'm losing my mind
I cant think strait
I pretend I dont care
I dont have a brain
I'm scattered
I'm nervous
I'm ashamed
I'm lazy
I dont wanna think
I dont wanna move
I'm stupid
I blinded by the voices
I need a time
I cheated
I'm crazy
I stumble
I've troublesome
I'm falling down
I'm flying
I want it all
I want to break free
I'm scathed
I have a dream
I see my vision burn
I cherised
I'll stay unbound
I cant trust anyone
I do pronounce you
And I
I believe I'll find peace in afterlife





Tuesday, April 15, 2008 - 7:21 PM
"C'EST LA VIE

Asshole


What do you up to, red?
Laughing at that pompous face, his cheats-a-lot face.
Lol.

Ppl going to be the assholes rite now, idk y.
Seems like they just wanna kill me, burn me down.
They know its easily for me, to be killed.
They know, theyre smartasses.
Thangsalot guys!
Youve been ruining this life.
But Im about to thankin you all.
Cus I have the new experiences rite now.

Mmmummmbling...wht shall i do? idk.
Just stare at this monitor everyday, everynite, been busy duh.
And type all nite long, till this ass numb. lol.
But thank god tht disease didnt come. *whts dat?* secret.

Hey,to ppl rite outa there.
Sorry ive been ignoring you.
I dont mean to ignore-some,but you kno im so busy rite now cant talk to anyone.
But i'll be there asap just for you.
What?
cos yer special.
Hmmm.
Its not a lovey dovey some,ppl.
Stop thinking weirdo things,k?
i dont feel anythin.
Stop talking craaaaap.





Thursday, April 10, 2008 - 8:15 AM
"C'EST LA VIE

you cheated


idk y you cheated,
and uh thank god im a smartass.
next time i kill you.
you kno killing me would be too easy.
but it doesnt mean tht i cant kill anyone easily.





Sunday, April 06, 2008 - 9:51 PM
"C'EST LA VIE

I've been waiting for ya.


Should i call this a bliss?
Do I deserve to be called a runner?
Are you a place for me to running?
Are you there, telling me the truth?
Are you happy now to be with me?

I type yer name as often as i can.
But idk how are u there.

We can make it,
i have a faith.

And you..
You burn me.
Make me wondering.
Make me waiting.
HBU?
Yes,you burn me,
bcos yer my burny.

I've been waiting for ya.
Till we talk again,eh?

Did u tell the truth?
Or..U just treat me like everyone?

Oh,burny.
Burny burns me.
Lol.
Till we talk again,eh?

I've been waiting for you.





Wednesday, April 02, 2008 - 6:01 AM
"C'EST LA VIE

You're forgotten


*chuckling*

Finally i can forget you.
Though its really hard.
I wont give a damn bout u.
&wont going nuts if u say tht u adoring me.
Wont feel anything if u approaching me.
Wont feel the same way just like ystrday.
If u do anything to me.
So,just do wht u wanna do.
I wont duck out if you're talking shit.
Reach your dreams.
&your past.
I still support u.
I'm still your partner,aint I?
But dont take a point tht i hate u.
I dont hate u.
Just sucked on u a while.
&I wont do it again.
I'm free now.
Wont hurt by your past,your shit talking,your someone who doesnt care for you,your sad stories.
Nah I wont.
&dont try to asking why if I'm avoiding.
It doesn't matter if I'm doing it,rite?
Promise me not to bother me again?
Not to talk bout me behind your friends,eh?
Tempting my mind?
Not to hurt me?
Gut,I know you wont.
So I'm free to be alone rite now.
I have the abstract friends.
Who want to accompanying me.
Without hurting me.
*evil grin*
Do you kno wht yer doing to me?
GO AHEAD!
I don't need anyone!







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WHEREVER I MAY ROAM

12 accompaniers:

1. Black Sabbath- Into the void
2. Vampire Weekend- Mansard Roof
3. Volmusik- Polkazeit in tirol
4. Foo fighters- Doa
5. Imogen Heap- Goodnight and go
6. Monkey Majik- Fly
7. Navicula- Menghitung mundur
8. Twisted Sister- We're not gonna take it
9. Slank- Juwita Malam
10. Motley Crue- Dr. Feelgood
11. God Bless- Maret 1989
12. Pantera- I'm Broken


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WAKING THE FALLEN




BETRAYED

 

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