Thursday, September 18, 2008
- 9:29 PM
"C'EST LA VIE
don't say it will stay this way forever
what went? what happened?cant you see im wondering much like the burning flame in here?have you ever tasted like this?why? what has been happening so far?youre too confused, i know.i know your purpose is to make me happy, just like mine.but... its not the right line that you have to pick.not to say that youre confused and dont know what to do then you left me hanging on.hanging on with a thousand of thoughts; of messed up thoughts.you would never know, even though you said you know.you would never.should i be the one that cuts this fairytales?i know, its hard, to leave you. Its really hard to be left!you begged me.and you forced me.i couldnt take it anymore.i didnt wanna see you like this.should i cut it again? is this what you want?NO! I CANT! I CANT DO IT!
I'm not a best leaver.I'm not! none at all!i just... dont know whats wrong, whats been happening, what went on, what happenedwith you.you didnt tell me.you wont tell me.and youre not afraid if theres a wall-separateur between us.thats what makes me confused.its okay, im strong.i will learn how to loose you.
i cant see clearly now, my brain has gone.
comeback to me anytime you want.
but, ah! i dont know! i dont know! i dont knooooow!-the lesson that you'll never learn-
